why write?

I have to write what I hear in my head, what I dream in my sleep, what my bones ache to express.

My poems tell stories of strength, love, regret, disobedience, loss, hope, redemption, and whatever whispers.

—Cindy B. Stevens

Books Available

My first collection of poetry, Naked, is available for $12.00 at http://mainstreetragbookstore.com/product/naked-cindy-stevens/


For local readers, books are also available at:

Purple Crow Books in Hillsborough, NC

The Regulator Bookshop in Durham, NC



26 May 2021

folding laundry

I’m still finding it difficult to pull my thoughts together lately or focus on choosing a portion of something new and unpublished.  So, I’ve taken the easy way and selected a poem from my chapbook, Naked, published in 2018 by Main Street Rag.  My brother’s birthday is today, he would be 70:

folding laundry

 

for my brother, Grant

 

sticky red pooled under your body

when you fell down the stairs

shot in your back

 

once

not so very long ago

but long enough to realize you

won’t remember when I kicked you

with my habanero words

 

every death I see

nudges me further from the memory of your face

your voice

until there’s nothing left

except letters

pictures

evidence I knew you

 

I fold you up

your arms crossed on your chest

feet up to your shoulders

a neat rectangle

it’s how I fold a T-shirt

 

I place you in a storage chest

try to smooth out the wrinkles of no goodbye

with words said

left unsaid

I wait to bring you out when the season changes

 

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20 May 2021

vines

I’m letting this five stanza poem rest, until it declares it’s 

finished.


The fourth stanza of “vines”:

when despair

death fear

vine my cracks

I want to clip

stunt their growth

 

© 7 May 2021

Cindy B. Stevens

 

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14 May 2021

a w a k e

I thought I was finished with this 3 syllable 12 line poem; but, I’m not entirely satisfied with the eleventh line. 




Here’s part of “awake”:

 

I’m awake

in the moon

tonight she

watches me

she does not

laugh she does 


© 7 May 2021

Cindy B. Stevens

 

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08 May 2021

her breath

 


This poem, “her breath”, is still tangled, trying to work itself out.  Here are two stanzas:

 

I touch her in the night

when her breath is so quiet, it’s

almost

not there

I lay my hand on her belly

it rises

falls

 

she starts her sleep at her edge of the mattress

ends in the middle

programed to not cross that line

on her back

left side

her right

all on her side of the bed

she doesn’t give herself

permission

to crowd me

when she dreams

 

© 25 April 2021

Cindy B. Stevens

 

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02 May 2021

tough



Here’s the start of a recent poem, currently titled “tough”:


I’m not tough enough for us

hot asphalt calloused feet

where I can’t walk

scratched knees

where I fall

I pray

plead

bargain

with my savior

tell your death angel

pass us by

don’t breathe on us

 

© 25 April 2021

Cindy B. Stevens


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