why write?

I have to write what I hear in my head, what I dream in my sleep, what my bones ache to express.

My poems tell stories of strength, love, regret, disobedience, loss, hope, redemption, and whatever whispers.

—Cindy B. Stevens

Books Available

My first collection of poetry, Naked, is available for $12.00 at http://mainstreetragbookstore.com/product/naked-cindy-stevens/


For local readers, books are also available at:

Purple Crow Books in Hillsborough, NC

The Regulator Bookshop in Durham, NC



31 July 2021

rest lullaby

  



I hold my hand to cross the street

from wakeful mind to peaceful sleep

what dreams will find me as I rest

in blessed slumber

and tranquil death?

 

© 11 May 2019

Cindy B. Stevens



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25 July 2021

no pill

Here’s another that hasn’t completely defined itself.  I might title it, “no pill”:


there is no pill for morning after hair

cut

scissored

razored

washed

styled

sprayed

there is no morning after pill for bad hair

it’s not going to be alright

 

© 15 June 2021

Cindy B. Stevens

 

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24 July 2021

fog doesn't stop the birds

I forgot to post the following on 19 July, although it did appear on Instagram and my Facebook poet page.  Here it is this evening.  Keeping to my every 6-day schedule, there will be another one tomorrow.


I don’t where this one’s going, but here’s what I’ve got from “fog doesn’t stop the birds”:



fog doesn’t stop the birds

 

I sit in the living room

 

fog wrapped

 

one feeder bird

 

I remember somebody weeping while I slept

 

I don’t know who

 

I remember why

 

© 16 January 2021

Cindy B. Stevens

 

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13 July 2021

maybe I'm dead

Last year, I shared the third and last stanzas from “maybe I’m dead”.  It’s a poem in my chapbook, Naked, published by Main Street Rag Publishing Company, and published this year in the Heron Clan VIII anthology.  Here’s the entire poem:



maybe I’m dead

I dream my sister calls

to say my brother is dead

but when I turn to look at his picture

my face stares back at me

 

I walk in the bar

jacket pulled close

I rest my elbows on mahogany

it’s easy to ignore my eyes

when they bounce

can’t decide where to land

 

if I put all my colors in a Mason jar

secure the rubber gasket

snap the wire over the glass lid and shake

will my pigment leak out?

 

I dream of me

white eyelet sundress

flowers in my straw hat

sister thinks the truth I tell

is a lie

why even try to be the good girl?

 

I ride the elevator with Jesus

right up to the top floor

will it matter if I jump off the roof

when I can walk on water?

© 2018

Cindy B. Stevens

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07 July 2021

it's something to get rid of










Here’s part of “it’s something to get rid of”:

bigoted

       incessant

                 weeds

overtake

       climb in windows

              beds

                   grounds

excavate

cleave

sieve

destroy

compact


flatten weed fabric

secure retainer stone

drop screenings


now

dump       five       tons

frictioned       river rock

this something       rips       nails       from       beds

© 7 July 2021

Cindy B. Stevens

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01 July 2021

posture

This is a stanza from an assortment of stuff I’m pulling together.  When I was writing the haphazard stanzas, I didn’t know that they belonged together.  The title of the final poem might be “posture”.

a spatula folds the dough

scrapes the sides of the bowl

pats the dough into my brain creases

where it bakes and

reinforces beliefs kneaded into me

 

© 12 July 2020

Cindy B. Stevens

 

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